Arms Raised

As a mom, one of my favorite things is to see my babies when they wake up from nap time. No matter what I am doing when I hear the door creak open or pitter patter of sleepy feet I always get excited to see their sweet faces.  I can't think of one time where I didn't delight in seeing them or hearing them in their crib beckoning "come and get me" with either words or spit bubbles.

Here we are a few days ago when Jesse rose from his nap time.  I was in the bathroom and I heard his bedroom door open.....then close.....then he went in to our bedroom to see if I was there, because what else is a boy to do besides search for his Momma as soon as he wakes.  Next stop the bathroom where he finally reached his goal, me.  So there he was all messy haired, sleepy eyed, puffy lipped, warm baby, pot bellied, diaper bottomed, arms raised baby boy.

At that moment I was blessed........a picture of a child with arms raised.....what a beautiful image burned into my brain as a child of God. 

I leaned over and picked up that sweet little one and he gently rested his head on my shoulder and stuffed his arms down between his body and mine so he could stay cozy.  I sat on the floor and rocked him and kissed him and told him I loved him and asked him if he had good sleeps.  He sat there for a while soaking in my love for him then got up and ran off to play.

After he fled I stayed sitting on the floor thinking about God, my Father.  Every morning when I wake up do I naturally wander around until I find my Father? Do I instinctively search for Him? Do I long for Him?  Do I need to have my 'Father time' before I can feel ready to start my day? Then, once He is found, do I sit with Him and let Him love on me and encourage me and comfort me? 

I love the Lord.  And in His kindness He has allowed me to be a mother.  And in that kindness time after time after time after time He uses my children to speak directly to me as His child.  They act out my job as His child, and if I am paying attention I will hear His quiet voice saying 'my sweet girl, this is how you need to act towards Me'.

This time I was listening.....



HOUSE for RENT!!!!!

OK all you super connected people out there....we are trying to rent our house.  First, let me say, I LOVE MY HOUSE.  I love the location I love the layout I love the yard I love the yard in the spring I love pretty much all of it.  We are moving so we can have a little more room.....that's it.  If this place had a basement we would be staying. So with all that said let me post way too many pictures of it and put a few details about it and you can share this post with hopefully many many many many people. :)

This is the walk up to our door.

My pretty pink tree and our 'forest' and front yard.

Our side yard in the beautiful spring!

The front door. It's really private for a townhouse.

Walking in the front door our living room, dining room area.

Another living room shot with our fireplace.

Our dining room into the kitchen and an awesome bar on which I have served many meals!

Our kitchen...and I just realized I don't have a picture of my pantry which is just to the right of my refrigerator. My pantry is like three times the size of our coat closet. It is soooooooo amazing. There is so much cabinet space in this kitchen.  It will be greatly missed!

The powder room downstairs.

Then up the stairs to the second floor where there are three bedrooms a full bath and a very large shelf filled laundry room that has a new washer.

Girls room.

Upstairs bath with two very large linen closet on either side of the tub/shower.

Master bedroom (the mattress is a queen and will stay with the house) and the door you see on the right leads to a large walkin closet where Jesse slept for the first half of his life. :)

Master.

Boys room.

So, here you have it.  There is a ton of sun on the house all day. It starts in the living room and works its way through the downstairs and sets out the window in the dining room which, to me, is a delight. 

We are asking for $1350/mo. for rent and move in by Feb 1st. This date could be earlier if needed.

We live in Inver Grove Heights, a southern suburb of St. Paul.  12 minutes to the airport and Mall of America. 10 minutes to St. Paul and 16 minutes to Minneapolis. We are close to parks and bike trails and Gertens Greenhouse :). This is a fantastic location as you can do country or city in about 15 minutes. The house is just over 1500 square feet.  There is a two car garage with a workbench and cabinets plus several hanging shelves of storage of lots of STUFF!

So please if you know anyone that would be looking for a place to rent please let me know via email snjfee@yahoo.com or give us a call.  612.251.2112.

Thanks!

Our first PP.

Well last night we had our first PP. What, pray tell, is a PP? I will give you three guesses. No, it isn't voiding. Nope, not a pajama party. Getting closer, but no, it isn't pepperoni pizza.  OK.  I will just start telling the story and you see if you can figure it out.
Our entire gang went to Target last night to get a few last minute food items for Christmas and a few stocking stuffers.  Two boys in a cart, two girls in a cart.....it's a pretty good way to get things done. 
We are checking out and Baby G has fallen asleep in her spot in the cart. Because I am an excellent mother I ask Sean to pick her up so I can hold her (she is getting so big so fast right now that I will take any opportunity to have her be my baby) and I was walking around with her loving on her. All of a sudden she picks her head up and says, "Mom, I don't feel so good." I say, "Are you going to throw up?!".....Coley boy was tummy sick on Thursday so I thought it was manifesting itself now in Baby G. I put her down walked quickly to the bathroom and opened the door and then she said....."Uuuum, I guess I am OK now.  So, again, me being an outstanding mother, walked over to Sean and informed him I would be taking Baby G outside to cool off a little as she wasn't feeling well.
Now this entire time Bug is in the cart eating chicken fingers.  She wasn't feeling well at home and thought that chicken might help her....:)
So we three queens are exiting Target.....here is the rest of the conversation:
BG: Mom, I don't feel good.
M: Are you going to puke?
BG: I think so (and now she has her finger pushing on her throat, which means puke will come soon.)
M: OK, we are almost outside hold on. Keep walking
Our cart now passes the threshold of the automatic doors and Baby G coughs which is leading up to the, at this point, inevitable vomit. 
BUG: MOM.
M: Wait a minute Bug!
More coughing and here comes the puke.
M: Keep walking, don't step in it.  Stay here. You can finish throwing up here. Good job Baby G!
Bug: Um Mom.....
M: Yes Bug.
Bug: Baby G puked all over me........

(this is all in slow motion right now) I turn to see my precious 8 year old frozen in position with a large piece of regurgitated chicken on her sweet and newly bathed head.  Then I slowly, with a look of....actually I'm not quite sure what the look on my face was.....I slowly walk over to the cart to see Bug with chicken puke on her head, all over her sweater and pants. It is on all the kids' jackets that were in the cart and on the cart. Apparently that first little cough of Baby G's on our way out the door was actually her projectile vomiting all over her sister. 
So Sean then made it out the door - oh, keep in mind that we are maybe two feet out the exit door on the Sunday night the week of Christmas - and I look at him and said Baby G puked on Bug......I thought we were going to have our second official Public Puking right there.

FEE FAMILY MISSION STATEMENT

The Fee Family exists to joyfully worship God through

studying the Bible and making its truths a part of our daily lives,

expressing humble gratefulness for having what we do not deserve,

suffering well, with and for others, through life’s deep waters,

showing the love of God to one another, and our neighbors,

giving generously the money, things, and time God has entrusted to us,

and marveling in and enjoying God’s created world

1 Peter 3:15, Galatians 5:22-24, Psalm 34:9, Psalm 111:10, Matthew 5:14-16,

Matthew 22:37-39, Romans 12:1-3, 9-21, I John 2:15-17